Todd Osborne


In elementary school, I had to conduct

            a Leaf Project. I visited Grandma,

            who helped me identify the leaves

in her yard. She told me about them

and also about what happened in those

            trees at night: men gathered and burnt

            God, wore white masks. They’re bad men.

This was Tennessee in the 90s.

It is easy to believe the history books

            are already written,

            that they all end in 1968, with tragedy that is

also, somehow, victorious. I can’t make

that story make sense. I can’t square the Nashville

            of my childhood with the one that has shows

            named after it. In no way do I consider

anything resolved. The Confederate flags

in my high school parking lot are a scourge

            I didn’t confront. I can’t tell you anything about

            leaves or trees or why anyone decides

what to do. Sometimes I still pray. But mostly

I hope that when I stoop to pick up a leaf, I will stand

            to find the forest


Born and raised in Nashville, Tennessee, Todd Osborne currently lives and works in Mississippi. His poems have previously appeared or are forthcoming at Tar River Poetry, The Missouri Review, Redactions, Gravel, and elsewhere.


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